Luxury I cant Afford...!!

So am I allowed...?

To be scared...
To be skeptical...
For once to hesitate .....
To mull....
To think twice...

Or is it a luxury i cant afford?

Am I just supposed to be this heartless too "sure -of -her self---everything- will -be- alright" sorta girl all the time...!!

Life has its twisted ways to pick at you....!!

But scared is good....And so is pain...!!

At least I can feel my heart beating...!!
And my Head Pounding....!!