Epiphany

An Epiphany if you may call it that..

When the realization dawns

That life has been moving in "Autopilot"

For too long...

Don't be a spectator ....

Participate in your life....

Create your own Destiny...

Be your own GOD..!!

Luxury I cant Afford...!!

So am I allowed...?

To be scared...
To be skeptical...
For once to hesitate .....
To mull....
To think twice...

Or is it a luxury i cant afford?

Am I just supposed to be this heartless too "sure -of -her self---everything- will -be- alright" sorta girl all the time...!!

Life has its twisted ways to pick at you....!!

But scared is good....And so is pain...!!

At least I can feel my heart beating...!!
And my Head Pounding....!!

Your Idea of You!!

So mull over this...
What would you be like ....if you knew you wernt being watched...
Would you make more mistakes ......or rather would you make the same mistakes....?
Yes I can very well be my own problem...only if they let me that is...
Dont put your burden of expectations on me .....and then call it my mistake...
Struggling to be what you think of me...!!
Who cares about what is my idea of me..?

Because when the end comes....
We are all standing alone....
And all we have is ourselves...

Water does find its own level..!!

So water does find its own level....
and apparently....regardless of where it rains....
it all collects in Delhi..!!
welcome to New Puddley...!!

Thoughtless..!

Since when did thinking become a task...
Floating in the uniquely calming
And tranquil oblivion
Of convenient denial...
Taking procrastination to another level
Hunting for something even remotely exciting
To tick off my “to do” list..
While it lies ignored and crumpled
On an over congested workstation...
The collection of business cards...
Used innovatively
To dig out dust from the crevices
Of an overused laptop...
Same desk...same chair...
Enthusiasm makes all the difference...
Did I sell my soul too cheap...
Or is this what Burning out means...
If it’s the latter case
Then it’s come too early in life....
I thought I had a lifetime of struggle and strife
To look forward to...
Is someone listening to me??
Put my SOUL back into me..!!

Get Lost!!

There is no place for US today
And they wont even let us survive...
Us the non conformists ...the crazzies
why should I then conform
To those redundant norms
and who made them anyway
Them... those cowards
Who live in flocks and herds
Who follow blindly
and judge uneccesarily
Who gave them the right
To benchmark and standadise
Whats wrong and whats right
So what if my day starts at night....
So what if I feel lost even when theres light...
Atleast am being ME...
Atleast am happy
And if you are are one of THEM...
Reading this wont help...
Coz by the time it penetrates
Your pea sized brain...
Your Herd would've left you behind...!!
With all due respect...Please get lost!!