Coz words dont SCREAM !!

I could scream and I could shout
I could contemplate and I could argue
I could fight and I could defend
But I choose to type
And type I did…
When you say I have changed
I am catapulted into a pondering state
I dwell, and I think and I mull over it
I count my friends and I count my foes
Thankfully the latter is outnumbered by the former
Or at least I think so
And I will continue to believe so till proven otherwise
The ugly truth that does rear its ugly head
Is hard to digest
I am left to fend for myself like every other lonesome soul out there
The typing doesn’t help
Coz words don’t scream.
So I will scream and I will shout
I will contemplate and I will argue
And if the need arises I will fight and I will defend
I have not changed
I am the same old me
All I ask is a little patience and you will see
The me myself and I
All I ask of you is to not judge me
When the whole world out there is at it with an assumed vengeance
I am trying
Trying really hard
To fit in
To being one of you
I can be a part of the herd
I can be that every other face that you encounter
I can be the crowd if you want me to
But then what happens
To the very reasons you liked me in the first place
You can like me for who I am
Or dislike me for what I’m not
The ball in your court now
Take your pick
Full Stop !!