Vicious Cycle

Stuck in a vicious cycle of Expectations and Disappointments
Much like a circular reference of doubt surrounding me
WHEN WILL I LEARN..........

Problem with People !!

So
People THINK something,
SAY something...
and ACT entirely very different....

Learn to express and and ASK for what you want 
Rather than blame destiny for your failures.

TALK, WRITE, ENUNCIATE

Do something.

Don't just BE

BE who you want to be....!!

I was such a fool

Today I learnt a big big lesson,

I learnt that I should mind my own business,

I learnt that I should think of my life, like others,

I learnt that no matter how much you do,

Its never enough,

Boils down to stupid issues,

Because stupid issues are what matter,

Its time now,

I think of myself for a change,

and start treating people,

how they treat me,

I'll return your call when I feel like,

and I will talk to you, given I'm free.

that's how you've laid the rules,

So lemme play by them too....

because hey, I'm human too,

not devoid of emotions,

I tried not to change things,

But things beyond my control I cant control,

Last attempt I made,

And I give up now.

I have my answers,

Its gonna be no more me or my expectations,

I'll speak when spoken to...

or else mind my business...

That's how they want it,

And that's exactly how they'll get it,

I'm hurt badly,

But doesn't matter,

Its all about time,

It will heal 

Me and you.

ADIOS