My Childhood's Sad Demise

whatever happened to my childhood...
the breaking of my my every tooth....
the crush on the now not so handsome dude
when i was in the happiest of my moods....
not knowing a rude shock awaited me as i attained adulthood...
suddenly i am no more sixteen..
decisions,resposibilities and expectations umpteen...
the world becomes just so mean....
no one can make it stop....
with all the money in the world i just cant make it stop....
the trail of the tear drop....
leaves behind tails of compromise.....
that marks the sudden demise
of my childhood's reprise........
all i can do is wait for another sunrise.....
and struggle to survive....
walking along my uncertain path to becoming wise.......
all along hoping the child in me never dies.....

The Reciprocal Effect

Clearly a fabrication of my imagination which comes from my inherent nature to question things n wonder what if they cud be done in a different way....kinda scary...trust me...enjoy


The reciprocal effect
What if everything happened in reverse…?
What if we ended our life as a pleasurable orgasm rather than being an old haggard?
What if we cud exit a company with the nervous excitement of a fresher
What if with age our naivety increases and wisdom decreases
What if the best time of your life...Your childhood came at a time when we could really use it?
What if you are a mother before u became a daughter
What if u buys a house and car at 5 and the latest Barbie at 60?
This has left me pondering gods immaculately laid plans…..
You need to lose it to miss it...And that’s the crux of life…
You can’t question god….and his best laid plans….
Whatever happens ….happens for a reason and its best if u just accept them

Irony That Life Is

IRONY that life is
Just when you start losing all your hope….
Just when your life halts….stagnant and so still…..
God does something to completely change your life upside down…
And that’s the time when you feel that indeed you are one amongst his closest…
It’s totally his decision to not let your faith dwindle and your steps falter………..
But why is it so that u r ready to blame your failure on somebody…..
It cud be anyone…a bad boss…divorced parents…disturbed childhood
And why is it so that when you do succeed u r too scared to take all the credit for it….
Conventional wisdom goes otherwise…..
But the pace at which the world is moving now…There is hardly any room for conventional wisdom….
Irony seems to be omnipresent...
Ur either too short…too dark…too fat…too poor…..
Nobody cares if you’re happy….
Nobody cares that u cud be too dark n still very happy or too fat and still find a reason to smile
What’s wrong with the world?
Whys there so much judgment prevailing…
Do you absolutely have to have an opinion on everything…..?
Doesn’t being happy count anymore….
Do you have to be perfectly thin and abundantly rich…?
And if that’s so then can anyone please tell me somebody who’s thin …rich and happy….
Why is it such a problem if all I want is everything…?
Why can’t u have everything...?
That’s because you don’t have to have everything to be happy….
Happiness is a state of mind…
And you don’t always have to smile when you are happy…U can cry out of happiness…
As I earlier said…IRONY IS INDEED OMNIPRESENT….

A twenty something gurl

"a twenty something gurl" happened in the car on my long way back to gurgaon from Delhi.....my creativity just blossoms in the most non startegic places.....i hope u enjoy reading this as much as i enjoyed writing it.......

A twenty something gurl

What happens when everything that’s wrong…seems right
Nothing changes the reality…try as much as I might
Life is a reduced to a pack of flash cards
Trying in vain to hit bull eye with a dart
The more u chase the more it evades
Whether it’s for u or me life just doesn’t wait
Arrested under this thing called life
Like living in a congested bee hive
Standing in lines and idle Ques
Waiting to pay bills and unpaid dues
You may disagree with my views
But I am sure that the number is just a few
Coz I know I am not the only one…
This thing called life leaves every one undone
As I learn to handle its twists n twirls
I am but just a twenty something gurl…



Tanvir kohli