After swiping 13 k straight from my saving

I learnt that

A crappy piece of technology I was so longing for

Fails to make me happy

I realize that happiness is not this

I realize happiness is in moments

Happiness is in memories

Happiness is in the feelings in those memories..!!

Its the discovery of money in the pocket of your god for saken denims

Its the last piece of chocolate

Its the song that u cant get enough of ...

Its knowing that you have lost a kilo

Its the feeling of hugging your mother ...

Its reaching home in a tank of petrol that's blinking RESERVED!!!

Its in doing all the wrong things and knowing them..!!

Its just a feeling...!!

Listen !!

Times when you'de

Rather Shut up....

Coz Life is trying to SAY something...!!

LISTEN..!!

Epiphany

An Epiphany if you may call it that..

When the realization dawns

That life has been moving in "Autopilot"

For too long...

Don't be a spectator ....

Participate in your life....

Create your own Destiny...

Be your own GOD..!!

Luxury I cant Afford...!!

So am I allowed...?

To be scared...
To be skeptical...
For once to hesitate .....
To mull....
To think twice...

Or is it a luxury i cant afford?

Am I just supposed to be this heartless too "sure -of -her self---everything- will -be- alright" sorta girl all the time...!!

Life has its twisted ways to pick at you....!!

But scared is good....And so is pain...!!

At least I can feel my heart beating...!!
And my Head Pounding....!!

Your Idea of You!!

So mull over this...
What would you be like ....if you knew you wernt being watched...
Would you make more mistakes ......or rather would you make the same mistakes....?
Yes I can very well be my own problem...only if they let me that is...
Dont put your burden of expectations on me .....and then call it my mistake...
Struggling to be what you think of me...!!
Who cares about what is my idea of me..?